What lies within..

angelus_raptor left bulletshell casings at 22:36

Sunday, April 18, 2004

Hi there. Nope, no blog today-I'll give it a rest for now. Instead, here's the English lyrics to the Evangelion Theme: Cruel Angel's Thesis...

Evangelion

Cruel Angel's Thesis (translation)

Like an angel that has no sense of mercy
Rise, young boy, to the heavens like a legend

Cold winds, as blue as the sea
Tear open the door to your heart, I see
But unknowing you seem, just staring at me
Standing there smiling serenely

Desperate, for something to touch
A moment of kindness like that in a dream
Your innocent eyes, have yet no idea
Of the path your destiny will follow

But someday you'll become aware of
Everything that you've got behind you
Your wings are for seeking out a new
Future that only you can search for

The Cruel Angel's Thesis bleeds through
A portal like your pulsing blood
If you should betray the chapel of your memories
Cruel Angel's Thesis enters
Through the window of your soul
So, boy, stand tall and embrace
The fire of the legend
Embracing the universe like a blazing star

(Extended version)

Sledding for a very long time,
In the cradle of my love,
The morning shall come
When you only shall be,
Dovecote to a missionary of love,

The moonlight makes,
The name of your neck visible,
Stopping time all over the world,
The darkness shall enclose us all!!

If our encounter has a higher meaning,
It must be, yes,
The bible of freely thinking,

The Cruel Angel's Thesis
The beginning of sadness is here,
When you awoke
To seek out your dream.

No matter what, boy,
You'd be a myth,

Spinning loves,
people make a history,
Without such
A goddess I shall live,

The Cruel Angel's Thesis bleeds through
A portal like your pulsing blood
If you should betray the chapel of your memories
Cruel Angel's Thesis enters
Through the window of your soul
So, boy, stand tall and embrace
The fire of the legend
Embracing the universe like a blazing star

angelus_raptor left bulletshell casings at 20:25

Saturday, April 17, 2004

Thirty minutes. That's what my mind's speaking. After that, I'm going to shut down. Not only this computer, but also my mind.

Friday went out okay. The debate will be a burning memory (Haha)... it’s so horrible... Fuddin and Rahman didn't turn up for school, and I took over Rahman's part. How I wished I was better in Malay... *sigh*. Well, what's over is over, so looking back, it's, as what Marco from the Animorphs says, “is a big joke to laugh at,”

By the way, Shahrez has not been to school for four days straight. Make that five, he was not in NCC to take charge of his part a just now. Who knows what happened...

Anyway, after school, it's the usual routine of going home before going to the mosque for Friday prayers. Right after, I thought there would be training immediately after, but I met up with Imran and just remembered they had POA remedial. So instead I went home to start out in playing The Sims. It was cool, trying out this game. Later at four, Raffi called and asked if I would like to train on that day. I agreed and went over to out training spot (it's a secret! Hehe:)). Today's training is tougher-we had to polish up the moves of the first part of the song. Had to do the moves again and again AND AGAIN… Dan can really be tough, but I was glad he did that. My dance moves became super-slick, there's improvement in there... haha.

Soon Friday was over and the next six hours brought Saturday over. The last dm for the term before all CCAs end temporarily. Soon all us sec four senior will step down by June? Maybe. Dm was fun today, although Ms Kweh seemed to have her long face... it’s been like that for some time already... I wonder if Ms Kweh’s okay...

When I got home, I wanted to use the computer, but bro was using it. So, okay... gave him the time to us it. Later I asked him I wanted to use the com and he just stoned there. That bugger...

Now I’m doing my blog. I just read Mei Juan’s latest entry... haha, and she thought no one would ever read her blog... I wonder where Serena is... so far her blog's not updated yet... and I still can't see SpongeBob in the com! According to my dear, the cursor's supposed to change into SpongeBob...well, I don’t see spongebob! Do you?...

Well, I'll be hanging around for some time. See you fellas in school on Monday...

angelus_raptor left bulletshell casings at 23:50

Wednesday, April 14, 2004

Okay... I'm feeling lazy now... I have lots of stuff to do actually. The malay debate thingy, the dance stuff, incomplete amath hw... my prayers! Haven't done ishak yet. I think I shld go now. But then... aiyo, I feel so lazy...

maybe the first thing I do is to shut down this com. Haha. And proceed with the debate thingy first. If you're wondering abt the dance, I'm performing at parkway parade on the twenty-fourth in the afternoon, the basement. I'll confirm the time at a later date... arrgghh. Sore feet... at least the dance is going well... I'm learning fast too.

okay. Before I slop down and sleep to tomorrow, I think I better get going with my prayers. And then with homework. hatsa luego, compardres…

angelus_raptor left bulletshell casings at 21:50

Sunday, April 11, 2004

Hmmm... so far the week is okay... I want to thank all the people who sent those warm testimonials under my Friendster account (Sharifah and Jacqueline! You rock! Dont worry; I will fill in a testimonial soon!). I cant believe it... tuition was fun just now! I'm about to completely cover last year’s syllabus! Yeah! Although the homework is A LOT , I think it will be well worth it to the end!...

DM yesterday went well. The main theme in yesterday's DM was foot drill. I really learnt a lot from the would-be drill instructors. Basically, there is a reformatting over the foot drill, especially in the timing sector. The cadets are okay... I guess... then after DM, Jerome, Jeremy and I went a few blocks away from the school's compound to play card games like Buffy and Yu-Gi-Oh. I won the two rounds of Buffy and Jerome guided me through the Yu-Gi-Oh game when I used one of Jeremy’s decks. I won in two game of Yu-Gi-Oh, mainly because I had an excellent guide, I believe Jeremy was cutting the slack in my first game, and I had a better-constructed deck than the one Jeremy had! Thanks guys! I enjoyed it there!

I didn't do much on last week's Good Friday. I was actually spending my time on preparing a first aid lecture for the next day, which is yesterday. In the end there was no need for me to conduct the lecture... oh well, I think the opportunity lies in next week's DM. I'm still waiting for Daniel to call me for training for the public performance on the twenty-fourth of April at parkway parade. Its sometime in the afternoon, and its a Saturday, by the way. Man, I really want to perform Justin Timberlake's 'Like I Love You', but Daniel has already chosen N*Sync's

Rena has been busy this whole week... she had been going out either with her friends or with her mom! Sigh... I kind of missed her... even during Good Friday! Haha, I must be getting crazy... hopefully she’ll be free next Friday... hehe!

Okay, while I let my ears enjoy some really good music, I'll sign off here and look forward to a new week, and of course, school tomorrow! Haha! Till then, bye!

angelus_raptor left bulletshell casings at 22:37

Wednesday, April 07, 2004

it's wednesday today... and i'm down with a flu! haha, i think i'll survive. my dad just bought four tortoises! three of them are basking under the electronic ali..nono, it a lightbulb actually. the flourescent ones. yeah, and the fourth is swimming around, making friends with the other fishes in the tank.
school's okay... like it ever was. everything's normal... the same load of homework, same teachers, going home like, three thirty every day... *sigh* it's so tiring...
i'm so contented that was able to run well during PE just now. even shahrez the brush is improving a lot... he was like, half a minute behind me or something. then afterwards we played basketball. although my team lost at four to six, it was an enjoyable game for me.
after school i just simply went home. i simply can't wait for Angel to air tomorrow! the show is just so cool! buffy's tonight, but maybe i won't watch it. MAYBE...
well, i should be going... thanks -yan for helping me in this blog! take care my friends! godbless!

angelus_raptor left bulletshell casings at 18:25

Monday, April 05, 2004

beginning

okay... my first blog. my first post. hmmm.... nothing better to do actually, just exploring around. i'll fix this up, personalise it soon... let's just hope that my demons are at rest...

angelus_raptor left bulletshell casings at 12:28