What lies within..

angelus_raptor left bulletshell casings at 18:22

Sunday, January 16, 2005

as my buddy, musta'in 'the scientist', commented, let's begin our countdown - 43 days to the o level results.

i dunno whether i'll do well or not.

speaking of which, i'm visiting two poly's open house over the span of the next week. temasek and nanyang.

nanyang allows a 1-3 grade for mass comm's english. for temasek, 1-2.

dun think i'll be in. maybe i'll try the interview in ngee ann poly instead.

or i might want the law and management in tp.

otherwise, i'll just go for biotech.

haha.

whatever it is, i've visited temasek poly quite a number of times. i'm developing an affinity towards it. haha.

and mike was from tp. and the ppl frm the poly are like, one welcoming bunch. and i like the ppl frm LnM class. i can still remember their faces vaguely.

hopefully i'll be able to enter temasek poly. i pray i can enter temasek poly.

aniwaes,

soon it'll be the NCO passing out ceremony. my nightingale cadets are SUPER - anxious about their results.

if u're reading this guys, i think you all can make it. maybe one person down, excluding absentees. best of luck ppl.

but, most probably only emily reads this.

haha.

well, gonna slack. maybe have an early night.

hasta luego.

angelus_raptor left bulletshell casings at 22:55

Saturday, January 15, 2005

one word: RELOADED!!!!!

okay, it the wee hours of the morning (3.46 am) and i'm not asleep... because i took the words of 'merepek' (hehe) and decided to actually change my blogskin.

i better get sleep. otherwise i'll die for tomorrow's morning prayers.

in a jiffy,

sorry vanessa for being late that time! and thanks vanessa for showing me around orchard!

yeah, and this comes from the guy who have never been to orchard, other than with family members... haha.

a.c. one officially disbanded. i'm hoping it was a joke. looking at how pissed edmund was, and who could blame him?, i hope the a.c. and n.c. team will decide against the idea of quitting comm.

cca orientation was fun. FUN. hehe.

i like samurai x. too bad no eva skins. lucky i found this one, otherwise i would have settled for the cardcaptor sakura one.

muhahaha!!!

about nine percent of my system memory is taken up by a 3D editing software.

not that any of you reading this actually cares, but yeah. haha.

and the last person to e-mail me was lai yong mdm. at 3.30 this morning.

that means she's still up, or going to bed right... about... now.

so should i!

muhahaha!

hasta luego!

PS: the cardcaptor skin is actually not bad u noe! wait u see... muhahaha!
(time now:3.56am)

angelus_raptor left bulletshell casings at 03:44

Thursday, January 13, 2005

hence another night begins.

*sigh*

oookay, just one of those nights. you don't know what's wrong, but there's a voice nagging that's something is missing. you don't know what it is, and you just lie idle, letting the voice call your name over and over again.

meeting my buddie vanessa tomorrow. it better be tomorrow. and hopefully, we could finish up the emcee script for the NCO Passing Out Ceremony.

*sigh*

*again*

will you believe it? you can see the sea from my place!

serious! caught a ship passing by this morning.

didn't believe my dad at first. but, just this morning, caught one with my own eyes. guess he's right.

*sigh*

okay, this is too much. i dunno how to put it in words. it's an irreplaceable feeling where you feel like you just wanna get shot, maybe at the shoulder, so that you won't die, but you'll feel the pain. because you're not even sure you're alive.

this is pure dumbbb.

well, whatever. may be back after i hack into my com. for real.

angelus_raptor left bulletshell casings at 01:26

Avril Lavigne

Together

Something just isn't right
I can feel it inside
The truth isn't far behind me
You can't deny

When I turn the lights out
When I close my eyes
Reality overcomes me
I'm living a lie

When I'm alone I
Feel so much better
And when Im around you
I don't feel

Chorus
Together
It doesn't feel right at all
Together
Together we've built a wall
Together
Holding hands we'll fall
Hands we'll fall

This has gone on so long
I realize that i need
Something good to rely on
Something for me

When I'm alone I
Feel so much better
And when Im around you
I don't feel

Chorus

My heart is broken
I'm lying here
My thoughts are choking on you my dear
On you my dear
On you my dear

When I'm alone I
Feel so much better
And when I'm around you
I don't feel

Chorus x2

When I'm around you
When I'm around you
I don't feel together
I don't feel together
When I'm around you
When I'm around you
I don't feel together
I don't feel together

~*~*~*~*~

though many may not be familiar with this song, it's one of my favourites in avril's under my skin album. maybe this is what i'm feeling now.

i can still remember listening to her hit single on radio for the first time, and liking it instantly.

i can still remember bugging nicholas on how to pronounce 'lavigne'. haha.

i can still remember seeing avril jumping on stage during the 2004 mtv asia awards. and hearing her sing.

haha.

well, this song should do it. gonna play, play and play. muhahaha!

PS: need more training in ETM' hacking, so that i can fully hack my own com.

what the shit am i saying?!? haha, who cares.

hasta luego.

angelus_raptor left bulletshell casings at 01:23

Saturday, January 08, 2005

the otc interview was a storytelling session by mr chua. and thats it.

really. that's it.

really!

no, serious, really! and nothing else!

FINE, don't believe me rite?

wadevar

hehe

i was amazed how i played pool juz now.

me, vincent, cheekai, eric, felicia, liwern, masurra, hidayah were playing.

i didn't play wif eric, felicia and masurra. and i lost to vincent sir.

only vincent.

muhahaha!

cheekai! i want a rematch!

hehe.

oh yes.

the part of helsing and normal bullets? they're not normal.

they're silver.

which is not really part of vamp demonology.

well, doesn't matter.

...i'm going maaaad

the olsen twins, yanni and suhana, should know.

i'm listening to cry me a river by justin timberlake over and over

and over

and over and over

and over and over and over...

and over (for the 'n'th time) again!

-_-#

a choreographer's life is not simple.

hasta luego!

angelus_raptor left bulletshell casings at 23:35

Thursday, January 06, 2005

today is my 1st day steping back in school grounds this year. surprised? definitely.

ppl were either really surprised or went nutty about it. like hanisah for example. haha. PS: i take that as my belated birthday present, thank you!

mr lee seems fine... can sense he still has his humourous side of him. heard he's taking a normal tech class now... best of luck to that 'full of nonsense'... mr ben tan too was surprised to see me there.

its nice to see the smiles of familiar faces, don't you think?

and of all things the stoopid visitor's pass! just annoying. haha.

com training okay lar. nothing spectacular. todae my bois very slack. very. maybe its school... low morale... hopefully they 'wakeup their idea'... haha... whatever that means...

changed the layout of my bedroom furniture. i still have the window view. muhahaha!

also, i have a new computer, given from my dad's friend. looks busted up and all, but i didn't expect it was a windows millennium edition... i don't know the pentium version either... have to check them out. 1.9 gigs of hard disk space. ok lar. nomatter what, must have angels VS nerv game inside. haha :D.

so, did you watch hellsing on central, 11.30pm just now? it was spectacular! the graphics are awesome! and if you play max payne, and listen to mp's music, you can sense a sort of familiarity when you listen to the sounds of hellsing. especially when the main character comes.haha. and with the graphics and 'bulet time', one just can't stop thinking of max payne (or the matrix, although to a smaller extent).

vamp demonology seems okay... from what i know they still dust... except the wooden prospect is taken out. implementing that normal bullets can kill vamps. thats not good.

time taken for a sired victim to reawaken seems incredibly short. thats cool. also, similar to buffy demonology, the vamps of hellsing do not feel pain in sacred grounds (church) and cannot transform to animal forms such as bats, wolves or the like. although, animal transformations may be present in future episodes.

okay... it's late at night... gotta go... sleep. wake up tomorrow and slack sum more! hahaz. and catch the next episode of hellsing... muhahaha! go watch it, it's fantastic!

hasta luego!

PS: call me.

angelus_raptor left bulletshell casings at 01:03

Sunday, January 02, 2005

haha.

some ppl going to school tomorrow.

haha.

:P

haha.

HAHA.

let me do that again.

HAHA.

haa...

er'hem, aniwaes, i was moving house, so there was a temporary internet access shutdown.

and i'm backkkk!

new address: bedok reservoir road, blk 611, #08-1138, s'pore 470611.

thx everione for the b'dae wishes.

new year? bah! i dun celebrate new years! haha, but thanks aniwae.

got myself a buffy the vampire slayer: the album.

yes hafiz!!! muhahahah!!! the album!!!

it's good, and expected artises such as velvet chain, bif naked, Four star mary and many others made it to the album. names which you are not familiar with. haha. overall, its good. my fav --->lucky, by bif naked.

okay...

my head blank now. so laters

hasta luego

angelus_raptor left bulletshell casings at 21:53