What lies within..

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Thursday, September 27, 2007

LOVE NOTE!

Found this adorable quote in Williams & Tollett's The Non-Designer's Web Book 2nd edition:

"She wrote secret web pages
with gentle empty spaces
where the universe could creep in and rest
when it got overwhelmed".

8'D

Right.

So rightfully I should do an update.

Well I guess it's noteworthy to mention that I've secured a part-time job. Mainly inventory logging and uploading that info to the online store of the shop. Rates, ahahahha. Ask me personally.

And I'm guessing why I'm blogging at this unholy hour near - wait - PAST 2.00 am in the morning.

Simply, I can't sleep. Why so, I think it's simply that I've somehow screwed my internal clock. Again. Lol.

Oh, the part time job, I just began the previous afternoon. Yeah. Yesterday.

Anyways.

Hm. Life's good I guess. There's the normal troubles. There's the other work where you're supposed to do but have that heavy heart to do. But I guess that's normal, no? Then there's the times.. you start to really think and you plan on the things that you want. Not for tomorrow, not for the month after, but for years ahead. The next five or so, or something like that.

Heh. I guess I talk a lot of randoms.

Felicia, I'm usually on at the oddest times. My sleep schedule has gone upside down, so, yeah. xD

Right.

Seeya guys.

Love, ilusm, Rukia~ <333

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Now playing: Corrinne May - Free
via FoxyTunes

Labels: crypticness, life, randomrandom

angelus_raptor left bulletshell casings at 01:58

Saturday, September 15, 2007

I remember on a late August night

I feel like crap.

Maybe, for all these time, I've never the courage to accept what needs doing.

Maybe, if the answer is within me all these while, then it's already resolved isn't it?

I need the courage.

I need the courage to make a choice.

I need to make the choice or nothing gets resolved.

Chance~!

Thank you green-chan for hearing me out :D and for a heck of other reasons too. ;) <333

Right.

Off to Bedok Green.

Love,

Labels: basket, life, thanks

angelus_raptor left bulletshell casings at 06:57

Monday, September 10, 2007

Unconventional

Right. So rightfully I should update about recent events.
Ahahahaha.
I recovered a few days after the previous post. I think falling ill was due to me running in the rain a couple of nights before. lol, don't ask me why I was running, I just had to. xD;;
Ha.
Had been busy with St Johns events the past few weekends. It's leaving me shagged out. I need lots of stoning time and secret trips to the moon. But you can't get it ALL the time, but, at least make do with what you have currently, right? And I'm sure, there'd be more in the times to come.
Right.
My mom is acting weird.
This song is dedicated to this one person.
It's like, there are some things she disagreed with me, and okay then; I'd give way and suit to what she says. But when I do, she doesn't see what I did (the effort to conform to what she said) and complains. Like what the fish/prawns/lobsters?
She has shown me so much in the past few months.
Just this evening, I asked Ma if it's alright if Hafiz comes over. And she said yes.. and after the call, she's like, complaining why must he come, and why not do whatever he needs elsewhere, and all that..
It's amazing, just a short span, but it feels like ages had passed in between them.
I really wanted to retort and the words "so is it okay for him to come or not?" was at the tip of my tongue.
So,
But, I didn't say anything. Yeah.
This song goes out to you,
I've been thinking of a number of thing I wanna do.
For showing me the little things you show me,
Like practice on Flash.
For showing me, that the most important person to me is just right next to me,
I've been playing a few games in Newgrounds. Basically sim games. And they interest me neatly. It's been a running idea to have some neat game with stats and all, and RPG and missions/quests and whatnot.
This is for you,
Maybe I should start on those. But it means starting from ground-up, most probably. Gotta relearn the Actionscript skills ohnoes lol.
Rukia-chan <33333
There's also fanfictions. Whoo parodies. I MIGHT want to write a few, but maybe they'd be short stories. If I have a good idea I'd probably make it run and stuff. I guess I gotta thank green-chan for this muse :'D she has AWESOME ideas and they're making my ideas run wild. I'm getting ideas to put and stuff. Hopefully I'd do good stories.
We don't need to go that far
But for all this, I just really... gotta get my bum to REALLY doing them. lol.
Let's hold on to where we are
Heck, I've not even improved this site's layout thingy yet. lol.
If it's real we'll make it through
Oh. And a random thing I've been doing... is cleaning the house. Yea rly D: lol.
Cause all I need is you
I don't know.
We don't need the world right now
It'd dawned to me that in a couple of years, I'd be holding more responsibilities for the house and it's welfare. And to support the family and stuff. And after all, this is my house. Pride in what you own, or something like that. More of, being proud of what you own, and to really show that you cherish what you have - keeping it properly, have it well maintained and shnizzle.
We got time to work it out
Someone tell me to not grow up so fast.
Hold on tight; I'll hold on too
Right, I guess I'd stop here. You basket people of my groupies, please spam Alvin's tagboard. It's so quiet there nowadays. Lol.
Cause all I need is you
Me, out.
All I need is you
Love, All I need is you <333

Labels: basketeering, goals, ill, life

angelus_raptor left bulletshell casings at 23:43

Tuesday, September 04, 2007

Eurrrrrrrgh

I'm sickkk.

Got a cold this afternoon. Was expecting it to wear off in a while. It persisted though, and by sundown I had that familiar feeling, the feverish feel kicking in.

It's just dang but I'll live. I was hoping the water technique would work, lol. But I didn't get that plenty rest I guess. At least it's night now. Gonna hit the bed soon.

So.

I guess I'd least likely take up any work this holidays. Fasting month and all.

I believe the first day's on the 13th. Hm.

Oh dang.

Which means I gotta fix that CPBS thing quickly. Lol.

Dang. Stuff to do, just rather stone or just, stay at home.

Isn't this another incomplete post? Haha.

I'm gonna sleep and hopefully, sleep in that one stretch timing. No interruptions.

Right then.

Laters.

Love, PS: rukia-chan, just, I love you. All my heart. <3

Labels: ill, randomrandom

angelus_raptor left bulletshell casings at 22:44