What lies within..

Sunday, May 30, 2004

28 may.

Around 7.25 am.

I just happened to be at the computer.

Going to my Blog.

I saw the Tagboard.

She tagged something.

She.

No feelings of hate, if you're wondering. Just hollowness.

Emptiness.

What I've been feeling all this time...

Anyway, she wanted me to visit her Blog, one of her posts.

I did.

I read through the post. I thought I was dying. I read it through one more time, just to be sure.

Oh God.

All of a sudden, the emptiness began to whither.

In comes my soul.

I felt renewed, reborn.

Strength.

She finally understood. She finally realised her mistake. And now she's wondering what could she ever do to make amends.

She could just say that she's sorry, and mean it.

I think she already did.....

(Big Smiles)

angelus_raptor left bulletshell casings at 22:23

Wednesday, May 26, 2004

Let's see... i'm drawing a blank. nothing. nada. zip. zilch. emptiness. numb. no, not really. more of like... missing.

lonliness. yet, not exactly lonliness.

blood. betrayal.

Isn't that the life of Shinji Ikari?

i find myself a bit similar to him for weird reasons.

well, who cares. i don't really know what to write now... haha.

angelus_raptor left bulletshell casings at 22:18

Saturday, May 15, 2004

claw through the earth
feel the night air graze your cheek
the stars dimmed down
diminished to emptiness

how do you continue
knowing you've lost everything
precious and cherished
how do you know...?

you just don't
you just go on
living life as it is
fighting the battle as it is

the miles ahead obscured
by the mist and bleakness
down that straight and narrow path
redemption is a long eternity ahead...

angelus_raptor left bulletshell casings at 08:18

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