Saturday, December 18, 2004


the feeling hit me like a point-blank shot in the face.

how do you turn off that consistent ringing... a naging conscience which refused to let go of that criminal mind of yours?

how do you live, contemplating with the choices you've made?

a fork on the road.

the sky, obscured by the dense fog overhanging your head. fog so dense you can barely see the hand, your hand, right in front of your face.

you took the path.

how do you live on, knowing the path you chose was not a maiden's aid to heaven, but a one-way demon ride to hell?

how do you live on, carrying the guilt and burden upon your shoulders?

~*~*~*~*~*~

angelus_raptor left bulletshell casings at 21:30

  Thursday, December 16, 2004


yay! *evil laugh*

http://www.avexnet.or.jp/dream01/asx/AVCD-30163_001.asx

demons at peace!

so far, my sleep is very weird. i'm sleeping almost twelve ours a day and i feel alright.

must be the nco camp. hehe

and just now? can't sleep. u noe me. every hour of the night, i grow more awake. for some funny reason.

maybe i'll sleep later. rite now, i'm gonna get 800 neopoints for an upgrade in my 'bank account'...

what the hell! i'm off to max payne! seeya later!!!!!

hasta luego!!!

angelus_raptor left bulletshell casings at 01:51

 


Inuyasha

My Will (TV-Version)

JAPANESE ROMANJI
Tsuyogaru koto dake shirisugiteita watashi
Dakedo ano toki kara mayoi wa kietayo
Misetai to omou mono ga kitto atte
Kikasetai kotoba mo takusan aru
Egao nakigao mo zenbu mite hoshikute
Matte iru watashi wa yamete chansu wo tsukamu yo
Anata no koto wo omou
Sore dake de kokoro ga tsuyoku nareru ki ga suru yo
Hakanai omoi zutto
Donna doki demo negau yo
Anata ni todoku you ni to

ENGLISH
Pretending to be strong was the only thing I could do.
But since that moment, I have found my purpose.
There are so many things I want to show you.
There are so many words I want you to hear.
My smile, my tears, I want you to see all of me.
I have decided to stop waiting, and I will grab the chance.
Just by thinking of you,
I feel like my heart will grow stronger.
Although my feelings for you will never be answered,
I will always pray,
So that they will one day reach you.

from:http://www.chibiexplosion.com/inuyasha/yasha_cdinfo.html#changesingle

must remember, must remember!

if you're wondering, i've been watching inuyasha in anime hour (arts central) not only for the story itself, but also for this song! i'm going ga-ga over it!!!

and now i'm loking for a site which plays this song!!!

really, it's a beautiful song! i can't get enuf of it!

angelus_raptor left bulletshell casings at 01:19

  Monday, December 13, 2004


2 major events : i got a job and the nco course/camp!

okay, job first.

i'm working part-time as a dancer for stagecraft productions pte ltd!

and me and my crew, consisting of yanni and suhana, had only one day to prepare!

and guess what? we made it through! our manager thought the dance we did was good! muhahaha!

as thus, sui generis is born on the eight of december 2004!

su and yanni were freakin' nervous. but after we left the teeny auditions room, the two of the were hugging and jumping in joy :D

now we need lots of practice, learn other forms of dance, stay in good shape and practice more!

and bloddy achin feet! really painful!

okay, now the nco course/camp. it was great!

i had lots of fun together with my group nightingale with ben, kellyn, rudy, azilah, wan rong, emily, glenn, sumin, songzhi and yvonne! unfortunately li chuan and nurhidayah can't join us.

although i only came for the one day of course, i'm glad to have met them! one funny bunch of ppl.. hahaz. i'm glad they weren't too blur or not very responsive types.

me and the other instructors had fun too. get to meet with some of the ex-anco course mates!

and guess what? because of the dance the day before camp, i suffered leg cramps! then i just had to join the hike! went round bedok, tampines and simei! but it was a challenge worth taking. after that, i really suffered from the leg cramps!

then, for some funny reason, the cramps eased down on the day after the hike! and in fact, i'm almost alright rite now! it's God's miracle! haha

okay, gotta clean my e-mail inbox, then time for more bullet-time in max payne II! muhahaha!

hasta luego!

ps: sui generis rulez! yanni and suhana, u gurls rock!!!! hehe:D

angelus_raptor left bulletshell casings at 14:28

  Friday, December 03, 2004


max payne I and II were so much fun.

becos whenever you press the bullet-time button, expect the unexpected!

but the bullet-time in mp II is kinda like a cheat. at least it's regenerative.
there are more fun weapons to play around with. like carbine and ak-47!! hehe. but they should not have gotten rid of the grenade launcher.

it was so much fun! (bohoo)

didn't go st. johns. got a 'condition'. won't say more. got a seven-day mc along with it.

well, gtg. bullet time lah! so obvious.

hasta luego.

angelus_raptor left bulletshell casings at 09:09

 

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