What lies within..

angelus_raptor left bulletshell casings at 23:36

Hun, where's your email?

Hun, where's your email?

Ever had that moment where you had success go right to your head for a little longer than neccessary?

It was an achievement, but of course I was dizzy in the air of pride for too long. Said something stupid.

For a while I was thinking it might bring a negative. Some things you just don't wish for, might just come true. But then, I just hope they don't take my comment seriously.

If the topic comes about again, I shall apologise.

Right now, I just have to let go. It's a matter to think of, but there're other matters which are more critical.

Quality over quantity? I guess. But even so Kahhyee made me do one hundred push-ups. I died at seventy, hahaha.

Am gonna try the quality bit, it's what I'm accustomed to for now. But of course I'll increase the numbers as I go along.

The last time I checked my weight, it was still a 55 kg since maybe, secondary school. I just checked my weight. 57 1/2 kg. Gained two and a half kilos, man. Hahahaha.

I'm quitting snacking already.

So. Tomorrow's another day. Seeya

Love,

Labels: keep-fit, randomrandom

angelus_raptor left bulletshell casings at 22:52

Sunday, June 24, 2007

My red lanyard broke

My red lanyard broke

Greed versus earns.

What a man takes, for what reason does he take?

It's not like he did it for survival.

The more the better, for him. Kept all to himself, for it's an investment of power.

Why rush for the bloody train? Why the rush? Why the rush?

Just walk.

Why run when you don't need to?

Just be cool about it man.

At times, I would wanna say "Bloody S***********".

Really, the attitudes of most people bugs me off.

Chiong for the train when the passengers inside are just about making their way out.

Chiong for the lift. When you're only taking one level down. ONE >.>

Or simply, being an ass.

I wanna see the world. Cause, then I can really see what kinds of people are there, out there.

I just hope I get to travel to the many places I want to.

Explore Europe and Some Random Places in Asia.

Currently not keen in US. Maybe on a long shot.

Well, if I'm ever heading there, it's most probably to meet my friends there.

And so for the other places.

Hear that Grape? xD

Right. Off to bed. Basket, I want to sleep twelve hours straight.

Love

Farhan

PS: Does anybody have this awesomey song? Clickie.

Labels: rant, shorts

angelus_raptor left bulletshell casings at 00:46

Saturday, June 23, 2007

Sigh

Sigh

I need a break. But I don't have one.

Anyways, here's another Dumb Quiz Thingy to entertain you guys.

Funny thing is I did this like last week.. and only putting it up now.

Sarah, no need to change the layout, just add a tagboard! Poke Takeru to find out how :3

Also random note - lol crystal was formerly in Zone 1, BPSS!!!!! LOL!!

Okay.

So, here goes.

1. Who were you with last night?
The same crowd of Kel and Wen Xi, just before heading home

2. What woke you up this morning?
My aching body cause my body was resting on one couch and my legs/lower half resting on the other couch perpendicular to the first 8D but the ache’s not funny and waking up at 0500 hrs isn’t too

3. Where are you?
bed room (With the bed I rarely slept on)

4. Is tomorrow going to be a good day?
How I wish so but I have stuff to do I rather not do. Other than a probable w850i :D

5. Did you kiss or hug anyone today?
wish I could

6. When was the last time you cried?
a few days ago, I think.

7. Ever thrown up in public?
classroom, after some immunity injection thingy back in primary school

8. Passed out because of alcohol?
nope lol

9. whats on your mind RIGHT NOW?
Part Linkin Park song that’s playing, part a person I’m waiting for, part just wanting to take a good damn break

10. Would you take a bullet for anyone?
probably for my close peeps, but I guess anyone, really. Maybe. Not sure. You can’t be sure of these sorta stuff till it really happens, no?

11. Where would you like to live?
I don’t mind the city or the outskirts. Somewhere near yet isolated. High on the hills or up several floors with a good view of the outside. Subtle connections to necessities and a lot of escape routes. And if possible, a good clear night sky, definitely.

13. What do you want to be when you grow up?
teacher? Lol

15. Who is your number one?
kinda a few number ones, haha.

16. Have you kissed your number one?
ahahaha - ha, no.

17. Who was the last person that left you a comment?
Kahhyee! Lol. The crazy, awesomey lovely kahhyee :D

18. Whats sexier than an elf princesses sword?
my pants, of course.

20. When was the last time you fell over or ran into something?
can’t really remember, haha.

21. Do you listen to music every day?
hell yeah.

22. What was the last thing you ate?
bread... thingy. Cheese bread thingy, haha.

24. About how many people have you liked?
in a love-way, just a few.

26. What are you doing this weekend?
....st johns.............

27. Whats your favorite type of soda?
uhm... soda? Lol. If it’s a soda it’s goooooood

30. What do you want to do right now?
find somebody. But aside from that, I just want to quit, really. No point doing something you don’t enjoy, no?

31. Are you listening to music right now?
Yes BoA!!!! *loves*

32. Do you like someone right now?
Kind of. Not really; really. I barely know (it myself). But I do love someone dearly.

34. How long 'til your birthday?
half a year more

35. When were you the saddest in your whole life?
04

36. What time is it?
2112 hrs

37. Do you use Ebay to buy or sell?
nope

38. What makes you mad?
annoying people, surprises and interruptions, sometimes.

39. Have you ever had a song written about you?
lol not really.

40. What song makes you cry?
let go – mFlo loves yoshika. And Deep River – Utada Hikaru

41. What song makes you happy?
QUINCY BY BOA YEEEAAY *dance

42. What do you like to listen to before you go to bed?
Some Evangelion strings piece, or a medium-tempo number.

43. Do you have a job?
Saving the world and medic, yeah.

44. who is your 13th text on your inbox from?
email inbox – charles, lol. Mobile, only 12 messages – last one from Vin, lol.

47. Whats the next CD you're gonna get?
gosh I dunno... wait, Darling Violetta’s Parlor. Which is only sold in north America. Which is dang D: I want it man.

48. Height?
5'5” ; 169 cm

49. Hair:
wavy; black; curls up dang too fast

50. Piercings:
none, unless shish kebab-ed

51. Wearing right now?:
my favourite shorts; boxers and shirt

52. What taste is in your mouth?:
it feels like a kiss, though I’ve n.. okay, nevermind.

53. Words to describe 2007:
okay, just wanna break barriers

54. Favorite color in 2007?:
the red and black combo, still.

55. Summer 2007?:
bloody hot, I’d say

56. Honestly, do you miss 2006?:
not rly.

Love you hun.

じゃ

Labels: dumb quiz thing, rush post, shorts

angelus_raptor left bulletshell casings at 00:09

Monday, June 18, 2007

Right, so let's see how this works..

Sorry guys, been busy. Am testing my new phone, which awesome rocks. Am blogging from da phone, lol. Later guys. Foo~!

angelus_raptor left bulletshell casings at 22:01

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

Screams and screams, if I could

Screams and screams, if I could

Okay. This is ridiculous.

For some reason, I'm uberly pissed off.

Wait. All of a sudden, a jar of thought came and maybe, it's not such a big deal after all.

But BASKET.

This is the weirdest, and most utterly stupid situation to be angry about.

I don't even know where to start. Or matter of where IT starts.

~~Wait I know, I think it was ME.~~ But I can't say for sure, cause... I dunno.

This is stupid!

It's stupid to be angry over this.

It's not funny, really, just because I'm all pent up over a stupid thing. Which came in a moment I don't even know HOW it happened.

I'm not even hungry, and that's NOT funny.

I just wanna curl up to bed and sleep now, but it'll be bloody noisy outside.

I actually want this resolved immediately but it's just weird to settle this in any other way than a proper one-to-one conversation.

AND MY BLOODY EYE.

It's bloodshot red and I don't know why (Great, now the irony of rhymes).

Alright anyways, brb.

*Listens to noisy angsty hard rock

Okays... maybe I feel a bit better now. But I'm still pissed off. Grr.

How how how.. Why why why...

More importantly, how will it turn out?

It would be bloody stupid for it to spoil cause of this.

I'm off, and I shall be thinking.

Sorry, I know this is a crappy post which makes little sense.

Love,

Labels: basket, rant, shorts

angelus_raptor left bulletshell casings at 21:45

Saturday, June 02, 2007

I remember. I remember everything

I remember. I remember everything

[edit] The Bourne Ultimatum trailer thingy. It's spunk ass awesome and you shouldn't miss it! 3rd Aug 07! Like, click here now, dammit :D [/edit]

Can't wait!

Thanks to all who've shown concern. I'll live.

Love,
Farhan

Labels: movies, neat, shorts

angelus_raptor left bulletshell casings at 15:56