What lies within..

sometimes i wait for you; i just want to greet you and say your name; envision the smile you would have

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Sunday, November 13, 2005

my 0.283 seconds of Slayer strength

my 0.283 seconds of Slayer strength

have you the feeling that something's missing in your life? like in the completeness of what you've recieved, you feel that there is something admist all there is that you haven't in your grasp, but not sure what it is. you can't put your finger on the thing desired; vision clouded by the fog. so much so you can't see the outstretched hand of yours.

maybe i've been watching too much NGE: Death and Rebirth. or maybe my sudden craze for Eva had sparked into something which leads to this hallow feel within.

much not makes you sad or emotional; the feeling's in gray. there are no objectives, but the space of nothingness is there. it exists.

kaworu would say it is the barrier between minds. AT-Field.

nevertheless, i think it's time for me to really focus to be back on that platform.

i forsee another really busy week ahead. haha. poly's fun, if you can twist the sights and smudge the black with the white.

seeya

PS: if you're wondering what my topic means, i wanted to tear open one of those instant coffee packs(hey, every now and then even i want a change from Premium Evil's tea), but woe is me, i rip it apart instead. haha

sayonara~!

angelus_raptor left bulletshell casings at 00:33

Thursday, November 03, 2005

after so long...

after so long...

http://www.geocities.com/angelusraptor/indexMain.htm

hey guys. it's been quite some time since i've last posted.. anyway, first off, with Some BS Things on The List, look below:

Are you hott? by evildj23
First Name
Age
Guy or Gal
Your hottness is	10...WOW! ARE U SINGLE?!?!

Quiz created with MemeGen!

that must have been insane -___________- yes i'm still single. haha.

so, fasting month over. hello hari raya. i'm super glad i can finally eat during daylight. haha!

the hardest thing for me during the fasting month is not feeling hungry, but not being able to eat when i want to. i rarely got hungry. only a handful number of times during the month. but i find it more difficult not being able to munch on chocolates, or drink milk, or get that mocha latte from Starbucks, when i want to. haha. that's the way for me, i suppose.

my congrats to Aramor! for being the first to break the three-thousand-post barrier over at the aLp forums! hail the Forum Whore! may you have more prolonged moments of forum whore-iness in the times to come. haha

i have been spamming at the forums lately. for the heck (and the promotion of Premium Evil's tea) of it, and the fun of it. i doubt anyone wanna go my forum... haha... but i've changed it to a role-play forum. ultimate spamming? it's in the proto-type stage. i'm testing how the gameplay works.

it's one-forty six now, and i really should get going. other than the fact that i'm sleepy, but i'm hungry too! *eyes chocolate cookies* well, a happy Hari Raya to all muslim comrades ^^

sayonara!

angelus_raptor left bulletshell casings at 01:34