Sunday, February 18, 2007
Love at the beat of Asterisk
Love at the beat of Asterisk
This song kept playing on and on
And, the other songs really should be playing.
Like how much this semester had been like. Some wonderful lessons. Some other things, I'm just too tired to have taken control, though that's only an excuse to what I have done.
I'm sorry guys. I wish I had taken control of the thing. I would say I was too tired.. yeah. But, would that be justifiable to what had happened? No way, maybe...
I should have taken charge.
I should have pushed you guys. We were alright in the first-half, I strongly believe. Then, we just slacked off in the second-half. Just stoned.
I know, I really should have taken charge. But, I'm just too tired and too full on with all that I have to deal with.
And I hate this. Dividing attention to so many things at once.
The semester break's coming, and I smell plans for the break. I really wonder how it would turn out this time.
A few dreams and wishes, only wishing to have the right conditions to have them worked out.
Arrgh.
Can't get qRO to work. Hope the patching process goes okay.
Wanna be a crusader!! Haha.
Just one song playing, playing at the beat of Asterisk.
It reminds me of her, so so much.
But that aside
I realize how much there needs to be explored. I love her, but yeah, there is a lot we need to learn from each other. I'm not worried of how long that would take. Or how long would it be before we finally meet. I'm just worried? No, worried a word too strong.
Or, hm. Maybe I do worry about it. Of how it would turn out.
It was crazy in the first place, but for the both of us, quite literally we're already crazy before it all began.
At current it's a rough ride to get past the obstacles in between. Somehow, the circumstances makes it hard for us to reach to each other. No other choice to it but to bide our time and see how it works out.
Excited and nervous all at the same time. I really wonder what'll be like when we finally meet.
I wonder what we would be doing then. Would I be where I dream I would be, someone working in the computer entertainment industry? Or be a teacher? Or still pursuing my education?
Will those disappear?
What would she be doing, too? Still in the studies, still in karate (dumb question - she WILL BE), or maybe already working? Moved out of the 'rents place, and having a place of her own?
Will I have a place of my own? Hahaha.
So many things to wonder about.
But now, just gotta go on living the present. And looking ahead to the future.
Happy lunar new year to all ;)
Love to H.
Sayonara~
PS: This song looped like, 82 times? lol
PSS: Once again, inspiration struck me at inappropriate times. Darn. Can be a pain at times. And, my nails are too long...Labels: crypticness, Hun, life, randomrandom
