What lies within..

angelus_raptor left bulletshell casings at 22:17

Saturday, May 21, 2005

a good start

a good start

man! a few days MIA in the forum, and all of a sudden, it gets rolling fun like pizza with triple cheese.

poly is good so far. i especially like the people of c-111! the guys are all a bunch of merry people. in just a day, we bonded together quite well! we even have our own 'brotherhood' lol. and basket! i kena little brother! why? look at my birthday. lol =DDD

the girls are really nice people too. although i don't really know all of them quite as well as the guys, they're not stoners at least. can joke around with them. hehe. being with the class of c-11 definitely rocks!

what more can i say about the course of IMD? we rock! we are so enthu u know! yelling with enthu during orientations. even after the telematches, we were yelling out our last cheers like we had new voices =) even better, the school of IT! we were rocking the ground when we cheer like mad during the telematches. haha =D i really like the team spirit there. it's really wonderful!

and then there's Jam and Hop! oh my God, Wan Zhen and gang were pushing me to centre circle, making me dance! it's okay lar, even if they had to drag me =P

i was resisting because i was a little worried. because some of the guys are really good! as in, the pro breakers. they're no joke. they're the real thing! and i dun wanna make a fool of me when i dance. i'm glad though, with encouragement from people and all, and WZ and crew cheering me on.

but the funny part is, someone came to me and said: nice breakdancing!

what breakdancing. i do modern contemporary! not breakdancing! lol. i'm surprised that people thought i was doing a type of breakdance where... i dunno what's it called, just robotic moves. haha.

anyway, i was refraining, and suddenly WZ and crew pushed me in. it was then i build my confidence. from there, i simply danced like mad. i don't care of what people said. i laid down my AT-Field man. so what i'm trying to say is, Wan Zhen and gang! thanks for pushing me in! if not, i doubt i would have enjoyed the night! =D

oh yes. i sucked in club-type dance. i keep hitting Wan Zhen's arm while dancing with her. sorry! *blush*

there might be better dancers, but it's a good way to get to know people well. i made friends with the other dancers! they're cool people, and they're mainly into break-dancing.

tuesday is when it all really begins. wish me good-luck. and hmm... should i take Japanese as an elective for my studies? provided that when i study Jap, everyone there is NOT required to know Japanese firsthand? hmmm...

PS: the OLs and Lead OLs rock! CALVIN! you're not gay! haha. you rock my man!

sayonara!

angelus_raptor left bulletshell casings at 23:13

Wednesday, May 18, 2005

darn blogger

darn blogger

i guess i've been pretty lazy to blog the past few days. i actually had a really nice post on Friday, but there was some Blogger site problems. damn. grr. and no, i won't repost the thing. i fell outta the mood >.<

i like the people at the forum. even though they're halfway round the world, and i'm posting like, one in the morning o_o *lol*. they've been posting much, and i like it. thanks guys :) but i guess i should just say that school's starting soon for me, so i might not be able to stay up late like last time. bummer.

school orientation in one day. actual school in five days. *hears the final countdown*

i've just begun to realise that not many of my friends *here in s'pore* really know how to use the forum. lol. shall create a Forum: A Guide and Essentials 101, maybe later.

hm. maybe if i listen to enough of the ending credits of Inuyasha, i might have the mood to post what i wanted to post last Friday night. *wink wink* haha.

that's it for today.

sayonara!

angelus_raptor left bulletshell casings at 01:01

Friday, May 13, 2005

rock-climbing's not for me

rock-climbing's not for me

so, it was a meetup with the KING! aka fabian, and cheekai, a couple of days ago for a little rock climbiong exercise.

God! i thought it's gonna be another three storey wall! alas, no. haha. it's a little house on rangoon street(? unsure)where you train scaling walls with varying degrees of difficulty. height's not a factor here cos it's a two storey house!

the real challenge here is trying to scale the walls which are tilted at an angle. you might even become a full-fledge xenomorph, until you scale the ceiling! haha.

also, try scaling the wall from side-to-side. sure is tough. i was shagged at stage three! lol. and it gets difficult gouing side-to-side when the walls tilt towards the ground.

because there are thick safety mats, there's no problem in falling down. nevertheless, it just too tempting to give up sometimes. x_x

and oh yes. all the walls are one-storey high. but there's a two-storey wall though. we didn't try that. haha.

and yes, i've resolved not to join rock-climbing in TP, cos i lack the upper-body stamina. sigh. haha.

anyway, the company's site is here.

i'm going mad, watching gundam seed dvds. like, eight episodes every day. haha. i swear my eyes are gonna need laser treatment soon, just like Preston of aLp.

*thinks*

maybe not. haha.

sayonara!

PS: thank you, my friends over at my forum! keep posting! and hana-chan! you post super fast! lol =P

angelus_raptor left bulletshell casings at 00:43

Monday, May 09, 2005

quizzes pt :athrun

quizzes pt :athrun, Eva and evanescence

Athrun Zala, aget 16. A bit hypocrite but he always do his best

YOU ARE..... : Athrun Zala ! Being serious all the
time isn't good you know ? Although you're a
little bit hypocrite you always tried your best
!!

Kidou Senshi Gundam SEED Character Personality Test !
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lol! athrun! not bad! and what's this about
hypocrisy? hmph! haha =P

(the picture doesn't work. bummer. haha)

Your wise quote is: "The best antiques are old
friends" by Unknown...
Your buds is the source of your happiness
(maybe not all but still). Even if it's just
one, a couple or a whole group they are the
ones you can't wait to see. It does not matter
if you're shy with everyone else or not, with
them you let your true spirit shine and can be
as loud as you want. They accept you, and you
love them for that.

What wise quote fits you?(pics) UPDATED
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Beautiful

~*~*~Natural Beauty~*~*~
You're beauty is natural. You don't need make up or
high quality clothes to make you look nice. You
are most likely popular. Deep down you might
feel a little lonely because all you really
want is people to like you for YOU, not because
you're gorgeous. Don't worry, some people will
understand and see that you are a beautiful
person inside and out. You may have a lot of
friends, but perhaps only a few close friends.
Be careful who you trust. There are a lot of
decieving people out there who might use you
for your looks or popularity. Also, do not
judge people. Just because you're pretty
doesn't mean you should go and make others
feel inferior to you. ( I don't know if you
actually do that, but just in case you do
then...don't!!)

Please Rate or message me! Thank you for taking my
quiz! You're Beautiful...but why? ( PICS)
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You love Evanescence!!! They really ROCK!!!Either that or you have nothing else to listen to...

Quizilla

hahaha... yup, evanescence rocks!!!

Shinji
you are shinji
you're the strong and silent type, not to mention
cute as hell, just dont let them walk over you.

evangelion characters....which one are you?
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basket on the 'cute as hell' part! haha

rai

Rei Ayanami - you are quiet and mysterious. you
always seem a bit distant, and no one quiet
understands you. perhaps you are a bit sad...

Evangelion Girl
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it's rei. REI! not rai. haha

angelus_raptor left bulletshell casings at 12:21

Saturday, May 07, 2005

third format

third format

as you can see, my blog's under some construction work...

it's about time too. hopefully i can replace the pic behind with something else. no, it's nice actually, but it needs to speak 'slayer'. if you know what i mean.

and yes! i dunked the tagboard away for a forum. hahaha. i'm the first bakka to do such a stunt. i just hope it's successful, and won't rot away, as it is seemingly at the SJAB Zone 1's forum.

cos THE EXAMS ARE ON!!! lol.

anyway, i should be going. sleep early, sleep late, sleep early-it can drive anyone stark raving mad, you know. but not me.

hopefully. haha.

sayonara!

angelus_raptor left bulletshell casings at 00:23

Friday, May 06, 2005

when music's your soul, you want to know what's your soul

when music's your soul, you want to know what's your soul

so, i created a quiz out of sheer boredom yesterday and sent the e-mail with the link to my friends.

you didn't get the e-mail? click here then.

and basket! Najib got frickkin' full marks!

i suspect a scam! hehe. nice job there Najib!

anyway, one of the questions was: who is my favourite artist/singer?

i actually had a tough time deciding between two artises, namely Evanescence and Justin timberlake.

i love Justin's music. they have a nice feel, and a good rythm to dance to. Justin's music is simply unique, simply his style. he mixes with genres and is not afraid to try out new stuff. that's the cool part of Justin's songs.

and dancing's my love. it's what i do best. i really enjoy moving to a good beat. it makes me feel alive, gets my adrenaline to a rush. and i like it when other people support me, and dance with me too. gives me a good high feel.

but i like Evanescence too. their songs, though have a hard rock tune, is actually deep and meaningful. Amy delivers the songs with a voice so powerful and soulful, it is appreciated my many of all ages, despite having a rock melody in the background.

Amy sings with an open heart through her voice. when she moves onstage, she brings forth the energy of the band, and the crowd and makes the song, and the entire concert to, as The Rock would say, an 'electrifying' moment.

when you listen to evanescence's songs, you can feel the song itself. there is only the anti-AT field, your barrier between souls open up and you understands the songs and the band themselves.

as for the music, the band does it in absolute precision. the tunes carrys forth Amy's message and soul. the rock part is only a facade to what deep meaning the song actually carries, whether it's anger, love, desires etc.

in fact, after watching the DVD, you will be surprised how down-to-earth and fun the Evanescence band is.

some scenes of the behind-the-stage cut:

1) other members of the band imitating Amy in a karaoke version of 'bring me to life'
2) band members putting a love stageplay backstage while Amy does a so

angelus_raptor left bulletshell casings at 09:02

Monday, May 02, 2005

goodbye mike...

goodbye mike...

okay... mike's leaving for army tomorrow.

so here's a post dedicated to my sempai.

i'm sorry for the times i let you down.

i try to be at the level, but at times i simply suck. sorry about that.

will improve myself for Nat. Com.

anyway, stop saying stuff like you're not always there for BGSJ. you have your other commitments. we understand. all of us in BGSJ, we understand.

so, it'll be six, ten years? best wishes to you man. dun stress out too much, have the well-deserved sleep, yeah? haha.

man.

i can't believe i made it through OTC course days. you know my true feelings about it. still, it's over, and i can't believe i went through it.

don't worry, yeah? i won't let you down in OTC. me, eric, zhi da. i shall persevere and endure.

with that, i just wanna say,

thank you for the years in SJAB,

it's been really fun, with you and Aris,

ever since the first day.

you make me look at SJAb at a different perspective.

thank you for all you've taught.

thank you for standing up for BGSJ!!!

best of luck for your furture endeavours.

seeya man.

angelus_raptor, signing off.

peace outz.

angelus_raptor left bulletshell casings at 22:31

EVANESCENCE SIMPLY ROCKS!!!

EVANESCENCE SIMPLY ROCKS!!!

man! evanescence: anywhere but home simply rocks to the bone marrow!

uh... haha. i have yet to watch the DVD, cos there's an audio CD and a DVD set all in one, so maybe tomorrow for the DVD side.

anyway, i'm too lazy to blog, so here's lyrics of a couple of unreleased tracks which i've fallen for ;)

Evanescence

Anywhere But Home

Breathe No More

I've been looking in the mirror for so long
That I've come to believe my soul's on the other side.

All the little pieces falling shatter:
Shards of me too sharp to put back together;

Too small to matter,
But big enough to cut me into so many little pieces.
If I try to touch her

And I bleed,
I bleed
And I breathe,
I breathe no more.

Take a breath and I try to draw from my spirit's well.
Yet again you refuse to drink like a stubborn child.

Lie to me, convince me that I've been sick forever
And all of this will make sense when I get better.

But I know the difference
Between myself and my reflection.

I just can't help but to wonder:
Which of us do you love?

So I bleed,
I bleed
And I breathe,
I breathe no-

Bleed,
I bleed
And I breathe,
I breathe,
I breathe,

I breathe no more.

.........

Evanescence

Anywhere But Home

Missing

Please, please forgive me
But I won't be home again
Maybe some day you'll look up
And barely conscious you'll say to no one

Isn't something missing?

You won't cry for my absence I know
You forgot me long ago
Am I that unimportant?
Am I so insignificant?

Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?

Even though I'm the sacrifice
You won't try for me not now
Though I'd die to know you love me
I'm all alone

Isn't someone missing me?

Please, please forgive me
But I won't be home again
I know what you do to yourself
I breathe deep and cry out

"Isn't something missing?"
Isn't someone missing me?

Even though I'm the sacrifice
You won't try for me not now
Though I'd die to know you love me
I'm all alone

Isn't someone missing me?

And if I bleed, I'll bleed
Knowing you don't care
And if I sleep just to dream of you
I'll wake without you there

Isn't something missing?
Isn't something...?

Even though I'm the sacrifice
You won't try for me not now though
I'd die to know you love me
I'm all alone

Isn't something missing
Isn't someone missing me?

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